I think it’s safe to say that I never really planned on being a photographer. I went to school for French and education at Colorado State University, as I knew early on in high school that I was destined to be a teacher, and you won’t find a single course related to photography on my college transcript (which, by the way, I now totally regret).
For a little while, photography was just a hobby to me; I had (and still have) an old Canon point-and-shoot camera that I would tote around Fort Collins and take pictures of random storefronts, icicles and railroad crossing signs. I figured that I was going to be a teacher and nothing else for my whole life, so what was the point in working towards another career?
From the moment we are asked “What do you want to be when you grow up”?, we are often coached to only give one answer and one answer alone. Doctor. Firefighter. Rockstar. Astronaut. Veterinarian. Painter. Seven-year-old me wanted to be an olympic figure skater. In the mid-90s, my answer to this question was that I wanted to be an FBI agent, thanks to my obsessive addiction to watching The X-Files. That was before I rediscovered my love for French in high school, and from then on, my career dream shifted towards teaching French. Photography wasn’t even on my radar back then.
I’ve been a teacher at Northglenn High School for almost four years now, and like other teachers will say, I have the best group of kids on the planet. But a few years ago, it came to my attention that hey…maybe I’ll have two careers. Maybe I’m meant to do more than just one thing, to be more than just a teacher. Maybe I’m meant to travel the world with my camera, capturing moments on opposite sides of the world for a newspaper or a magazine. Maybe I’m supposed to teach during the school year and have summers off to focus on weddings. Or maybe I’m meant to do something completely unrelated to teaching and photography.
Right now, it seems that I’m doing okay in balancing my life as a teacher and my life as a photographer. Sure, there are still plenty of days where I’m overwhelmed and don’t think that the workload for both careers will ever end. Grade papers or edit photos? How about both?
As far as the immediate future goes, I have no plans of leaving my post as a French teacher at Northglenn High School, nor do I see any signs of my photography slowing down. I dream of breaking into the photojournalism world and of maybe being a high school principal. I don’t know where the cards will fall yet, but for now, life is good.
So, today, I’d like to spotlight the couple that propelled me into this amazing world of photography. A little over two years ago, I was visiting some friends in Durango when I was contacted by the pretty blonde in this picture, Jes, to take some engagement photos of her and her fiancé Mark. I was dumbfounded. At this point, I had only taken photos of things, not people. Of course I accepted, but with a pretty distinct warning label: I have no idea what I’m doing.
Despite my lack of experience with portrait photography, Jes and Mark had faith in my newfound abilities and it never once wavered. After the engagement sessions (we did two), Jes asked me to do her wedding photography the following summer. I was elated but scared shitless. I knew just as much about photographing a wedding as I did about aerospace engineering…aka, next to nothing. Even still, Jes and Mark were excited to have me (ME!) be their photographer.
From then on, I spent most of my time educating myself about how to grow as a photographer: how to compose striking images and edit them properly all the while figuring out what it took to be a successful businesswoman. I still continue with these tasks every day, as it can only go up from here. And “here” is a place I would never be if it hadn’t been for Jes and Mark, whom I love dearly and to whom I owe a huge chunk of my successes as a photographer. I am so grateful for their support and encouragement, and I hope you love a little throwback of one of the very first engagement photos I ever took.
See how Jes + Mark’s Durango wedding turned out here on the Urban Safari blog!